Time Is God

Dr. Rajesh Bhola
India
May 24, 2013

 
I recently visited a very remote temple in Himachal Pradesh, that I had first been to some twenty years ago. It seemed that time had stood still. It is said that time is what prevents something from happening, and yet, time is what makes everything happen. In a sense everything does occur simultaneously. Scientists have tried to explain that time past, present and future does co-exist. We need to think of it as different places on a map – that we could see in its entirety if we were clever enough. Einstein, who revealed time’s relativity, said that the idea of past, present and future was an illusion. So many things point to the passing  of time. Our face tells the time – look into the mirror and see how time is taking a toll of you. Look at the rings in a tree, the waves on a shore, the sun and the stars...

Time is nebulous and invisible. Yet it is the driving force of everything we know, have and are. Time is the great sculptor of galaxies, and the juggler of genes. It turns the dust of creation into planets and polyps, comets and caterpillars – into consciousness itself. Though proverbially known to be blind, time keeps modelling and remodelling the clay of existence; and, again and again, stumbles on a new shape, a new form that can be fired in its ovens. Imagine a world without time - the frames would stop tumbling through the projector, the image would freeze and be destroyed. So while time, in time, takes everything away, it is still the author of that everything. 20th century scientific metaphysics argues that time, along with space, came into being with the Big Bang - and may end with the Big Crunch. 

We often feel terrified by time’s ‘never-endingness’, and by the corollary of eternity and infinity. We measure our tiny life against these unimaginable immensities, and are overwhelmed. It is at once numbing and exhilarating; the thought that our time would come to end soon - while eternity will remain stretched out before us. And behind us too: the realisation that our consciousness was just a spark in an endless darkness. You may not be able to see it, touch it or smell it but you feel it blowing through you like a wind. The older you get the faster it travels; until, finally, its wind blows us off our feet. Yet, from the age of five I had accepted the truth of it, because it was impossible to imagine a timeless existence, a timeless universe. I found that the only way to cope with the idea was to scale the great cosmic enterprise down to the provincial – the personal. Subjectively, at least, time had begun when I was born, and would end when I died. So, in a sense, I would live for all the time there was! This is the eternal truth, as spoken by Lord Krishna to Arjuna

To us, nothing is more precious than time – not even fame or money. Yet killing time seems to be our principal preoccupation. In what has to be the ultimate blasphemy, people waste time—precious, fleeting, insubstantial and allegedly illusory time—by staring blankly at television screens, or absenting themselves from life’s astonishments, or giving themselves up to the anaesthesia of habit. For me, that agonisingly evanescent phenomenon, which evaporates between the future and the past, between the two great deaths (the one that precedes life and the one that follows it) has to be used as an aphrodisiac for existence. We must use time to energise ourselves, to kindle our enthusiasm, to encourage us to experiment, innovate and take risk. 

There is a theory that states that, by and large, living creatures have about the same number of heartbeats. The theory suggests that the rapidity of a heartbeat is a measure not only of metabolic processes, but perception - so that a little creature with a heart that beats in a blur sees the world slowed to a fraction of what we, human beings, perceive. If this is true, it’s a bit like changing the speed in a movie camera. At 24 frames a second, the camera shows the world pretty much as we see it. Run it at a hundred or a thousand frames per second—it can be done—and you can watch the leisurely progress of a bullet from a barrel to its target. Take it at just one frame a second, and you can watch an entire day compressed into an hour

Most human beings seem to want to pack a lot into an hour, a day and a life. That is why we have been driving time ever more relentlessly. There was a time when people guessed the time by the position of the sun or moon, and by the length of shadows. Then a clock appeared, a clock with only an hour hand – the minute hand would come later. And later still did the seconds hand appear, sweeping around the dial. We began to divide time into hundredths, thousandths and then millionths of a second; and, in doing so, pressed the accelerator on our lives and on the pace of our perceptions

Until a moment ago in time, prior to the rise of technology, we lived in a natural world, where moods were slow to change – unless we were confronted by a threat. The longer we live, the quicker we live – and the more rapidly we are bored. A corollary of our increasing tempo lies in our unwillingness to wait – in our demand for instant gratification. Consequently we are infuriated by the languor in our laptops or any sluggishness in our automobile’s performance.

Whether we try to stop time in its tracks, or swing from pendulum to pendulum; whether we put our head in the sand or look up to the stars, the future will reach us at the rate of 60 minutes an hour. While I’ve never been persuaded that there is a God, I am persuaded that time exists – and in a very big way. Moreover, time has some of the qualities that we ascribe to God - of being eternal and omniscient.

Dr. Rajesh Bhola is President of Spastic Society of Gurgaon and is working for the cause of children with autism, cerebral palsy, mental retardation and multiple disabilities for more  than 20 years.

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